just trying to figure ME out in this crazy world...... why did I use that image you ask? I was hit by a dump truck in 2003. IN CHINA !! It totally changed my life. Dr. Wong, then of Baptist Hospital in Hong Kong, saved my life. He would not give me any pain killers, citing "If you numb the pain, you won't know how far you can push yourself in recovery without doing further damage." I have not taken a pharmaceutical since then.