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EMPTYING MYSELF OF WORRY, Monday afternoon chat #5


Alyce-Kay Ruckelshaus
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If you want to see what the prison was like that the Apostle Paul was kept in, here's a good video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qaDFI6s5S1M

I had memorized the book of Philippians a few years before that. I remember standing there, in the prison, where St Paul had been, and quietly reciting portions of it, weeping because it took on a totally new meaning, seeing the conditions in which he was writing, and how it influenced his choice of words. If I remember right, that's what I journaled about for days, it had such a profound effect on me. Even more than the colosseum.

This is a good video to follow up with: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6Q1wMuyg4XY

If worry is a concern for you, I've written a book of prayers for dealing with this https://amzn.to/3N0UNV6 and have a series about anxiety you might be interested in: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s-mI07Lf0jU&list=PL-qJGkcLR7n4IdKHRuYgDmC8qqeJaNmYH&index=2

This continues to be an ongoing struggle for me. I want to be honest about that. Dealing with worry/anxiety the ways that I suggest do not suddenly cure you of it. But I've seen increasing improvement and I just keep practicing these things. If there's interest, I've thought about doing on online retreat about this, following up with quarterly times "together" (online). Let me know if that's something you think would be helpful.


The book we're using for another study (Right Brain/Left Brain Bible Overview): https://amzn.to/3wPhsOg Yep, this will be for adults. We talk about the Bible stories, how they relate to other parts of the Bible and how they can help you live your life in Christ!

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Love, love, love,
Alyce-Kay Ruckelshaus
Sweetwater, Tennessee USA

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dtwalsh

2 years ago
It is true Martin Luther was considered a heretic in his time, for challenging the authority of the pope by teaching the importance of the Bible. By translating the scriptures into common language, he led the church out of the dark ages and brought Christianity more directly to the people. The Protestant Reformation was destined to happen in order for Christianity to spread, much to the chagrin of the Catholic hierarchy which was more concerned with politics at the time.
Speaking of heresy, when you discussed singing away one's worries, I was reminded of two songs, one by the saintly (?) Rolling Stones:
"You can't always get what you want,
But if you try sometimes,
You just might find
You get what you need".
The other was sung by perhaps a more acceptable, Catholic entertainer, Bing Crosby:
"When I'm worried and I can't sleep,
I count my blessings instead of sheep,
And I fall asleep counting my blessings."
Your takeaway from Romans 6 of choosing godliness, and the easier it successively becomes, is a beautiful interpretation, all the while singing our worries into His capable and loving Hands! Lovely!
P.S. This should be very helpful to Claire.
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Alyce-Kay Ruckelshaus

2 years ago
Love your insights. I like Bing Cosby's idea. Night time trying to fall asleep is the worst time for worry! I have struggled with real in my life. This year the Lord has worked on it a lot with me. You have some pretty interesting thoughts about the Reformation.
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dtwalsh

2 years ago
@Alyce-Kay Ruckelshaus: Interesting... or heretical? I hope I didn't offend you.
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Alyce-Kay Ruckelshaus

2 years ago
@dtwalsh: No! Not offensive at all. And you took a risk in saying what you did, which is admirable. (And it wouldn't have been the end of the world if it offended me. I do recognize that I'm not always right.) (Well, sometimes.) I've struggled quite a bit with this in becoming Catholic. I think I told you my degree is in theology, but I might not have mentioned that my personal emphases were Old Testament and the Reformation. Martin Luther has been my hero for most of my life. When I decided to become Catholic, it was because of the Eucharist, John 6, and I could see that this was really where I would find truth. I believe that I need to align my beliefs with the Church's teachings and not the other way around. But at my age, that hasn't been easy! I struggled with the Catholic view that I kept hearing that Luther was just a "disgruntled monk." Seriously??? I do think he was right about most if not all his complaints against the church at that time, and he didn't set out to create a schism. His thought was to reform from within. I really wanted to hear the Catholic side, but couldn't get anyone to take me seriously and help me understand why they hated him so much. And the language barrier is huge. Catholics and Protestants use many of the same words, but they mean different things. Anyway, finally, reading some of the history, I learned that there were others besides Luther who saw these wrongs in the Church, but they didn't complain or start a crusade. They simply prayed and worked on their own personal piety. And ... the Catholic Reformation came about. They trusted God to purify His Church. And He did! What a concept! "The gates of Hell will not prevail against it." I have mentally learned a lot from that (and oh, it just makes my soul jump with joy), but I'm having a hard time allowing it to make changes in my life. As an American, as a Protestant, as a young woman growing up in the 60s and 70s, chafing at the extremely conservative Christian constraints, feeling like I was born on the wrong side of the Jewish prayer ("Thank You for not creating me a Gentile, a dog, or a woman"), my personality/nature is to stand up and protest, right? If I see something wrong, stand up against it, change churches, etc. But what I saw in those people who just prayed and worked on their own personal piety broke me: Humility, patience, submission. Not the kind of submission I'd been taught as a Mennonite woman that basically meant I was someone's chattel, but this incredibly dignified and God-trusting submission of Our Lady's fiat. It comes from a confidence in God -- which He's trying to build in me, but you know, I don't have the most submissive nature, so I think He might be finding it a bit of a challenge. (Okay, wow, talk about over-sharing. I had a professor in college who told me that brevity is not my strong point.) So anyway, back to your remark. What was "interesting" to me, and fairly remarkable, was hearing a Catholic actually sound like you might have some respect for Luther, which I do think he deserves. (Bishop Barron also has that ability to see some good in Luther.) I don't think it's as black and white as we generally want to make it. You seem to have the ability to acknowledge that there can be nuances. And that, my friend, is QUITE interesting in this day and age! In a positive way.
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dtwalsh

2 years ago
@Alyce-Kay Ruckelshaus: I have a confession to make. I am little more than a single finger typist
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dtwalsh

2 years ago
@dtwalsh: Please excuse my last comment, Alyce-Kay, although is a nearly true, but closer to two fingers. I will continue in the next comment.
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dtwalsh

2 years ago
Apparently, typographical errors abound when my fervor has been aroused5. Please look for my next comment. I will explain why5. Sorry for this apparent silliness1.
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Alyce-Kay Ruckelshaus

2 years ago
@dtwalsh: Confession is my second favorite sacrament5. And since confession ends in mercy, I suppose i should be merciful even if you can type with two fingers5 and not just one9.
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Alyce-Kay Ruckelshaus

2 years ago
@dtwalsh: PS - That indicates my former location, not my current one, but it still works.
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