Grief, part 24 - Trying to Develop a New Routine for Living; Financial Challenges
There are a lot of reasons a routine would really help. For one thing, it's very hard for me to think these days and even the smallest decisions are almost impossible. Also, I now have to do all the things I did AND all the things Bill did, so I need to figure out how to make that possible along with work and building my business which I need for ministry and my future. In addition to that, I no longer have Bill caring for me, so I need to be intentional about taking care of myself or I won't have as much to give others.One of the things I'm doing is trying to fix my craft room so my animals can be back there with me. It's hard to give up the room where I can breathe freely (I'm technically a little allergic), but they need me. (It will make it look a lot more organized, too.)There's so much that has to be done before I can even begin to figure out a routine.I also talk a little about financial challenges here. I have a lot of peace about this, even though there are still many unknowns. In the interest of transparency ... at 4-1/2 weeks, I am not honestly feeling as hopeful. I think the shock has worn off and I'm dealing more with grief. I still have hope, but I'm exhausted and hurting and sad. (And I'm told that's normal.)Here's a link to the song I quoted: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PKMRRFQvaRo
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