Today, it just doesn't seem real. I'm not sure why. God's timing is perfect. I know that in my heart, even though none of this makes sense. It's important to pay attention to what God's doing in your life and learn from it and how this will help you through hard times.It’s really, really, horribly hard. I don’t know how I’m supposed to live without him. But I have to, and I’ve seen enough other women go through this that I know somehow I will.

THIS IS WHAT I KNOW:God knew it was going to happen.He could have stopped it.He didn’t.He loves Bill.He loves me.He wants our best.I have to hold on to that as if my life depends on it.I have to trust Him with this.

This doesn’t mean I’m not grieving. But those are the truths I need to hold onto like a pole in the middle of a hurricane.

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Love you all,
Alyce-Kay
Sweetwater, Tennessee